Run

had a 5km run tonight w my friend. such an unbelievable distance for me in 30mins... my fastest and 2nd time running 5km! lol... hahaha well, at least the run had me released my angers and simmer me down much already. thanks for accompanying me friend! :D

born wrongly

shouldn't have been born this gender! being a male is much more capable and stronger and safer. 

hatred

nobody likes to be threatened. that very much includes myself! all the more i hate to be threatened for something that i did not do.! really, 2 words, FUCK you, Joe Tan! and that bloody call. 

to-be-done list

• structure report
• tutorial 7 and 8
• system report
• aerofoil email
• printing of past exam papers

only after all these then can my revisions start engine... foresee another torturous path to revision again.. sigh~ LOL

fate. destiny. life.

life: a living thing with a heartbeat

fate: something that unavoidably befalls a person

destiny: something that is to happen or has happened to a person or thing

tonight, i received the news of postponing my report's submission just when i'm still struggling to complete it.
is it life, fate or destiny? or from a way out from god to my problems?
whats more previously i didn't know it was requested to be postponed too... =_=lll

Gasping for Air

running

not gonna end my night w a negative post of cos! 

well, went running again today.

its the same as last tuesday, a 2.4km. the only difference is TIME.

i believed i ran faster than last week's.. hahaha

shall see again for next week's! :D

control

someone did an idiot thing in the damn early morning and ruined my mood. 

i really really want to bash him up! slash him w thousand knifes and everything bad.

but at the end of the day always, i'll only hurt my own health and not do anything because i know it's never worth it and perhaps i know deep within i've yet to reach that evil courage. but impulsiveness can do the job if i gave in to it. then there'll be more trouble following it afterwards.. how stupid! & dumb!! getting my own shit from my impulsiveness is definitely not an option. especially after i'm cooled down. that's why i shall watch your very own downfall instead, bastard! 

heavy rain

this is similar to my balcony's view right now...
with a heavy heavy rain in the west area... 

but with cooling breeze just perfect for a nap! haha 

i shall take this as a hint from god to recharge my battery before hitting books.
REALLY! :)

stress

the word Stress comes from laziness, slackness, reluctant-ness, etc etc which led to inconsistent work being done and subsequently reducing the available precious time. that is the moment when the word Stress comes into your life. and mine.