12 March 2013

control

someone did an idiot thing in the damn early morning and ruined my mood. 
i really really want to bash him up! slash him w thousand knifes and everything bad.
but at the end of the day always, i'll only hurt my own health and not do anything because i know it's never worth it and perhaps i know deep within i've yet to reach that evil courage. but impulsiveness can do the job if i gave in to it. then there'll be more trouble following it afterwards.. how stupid! & dumb!! getting my own shit from my impulsiveness is definitely not an option. especially after i'm cooled down. that's why i shall watch your very own downfall instead, bastard! 



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