to-be-done list

• structure report
• tutorial 7 and 8
• system report
• aerofoil email
• printing of past exam papers

only after all these then can my revisions start engine... foresee another torturous path to revision again.. sigh~ LOL

fate. destiny. life.

life: a living thing with a heartbeat

fate: something that unavoidably befalls a person

destiny: something that is to happen or has happened to a person or thing

tonight, i received the news of postponing my report's submission just when i'm still struggling to complete it.
is it life, fate or destiny? or from a way out from god to my problems?
whats more previously i didn't know it was requested to be postponed too... =_=lll

Gasping for Air

running

not gonna end my night w a negative post of cos! 

well, went running again today.

its the same as last tuesday, a 2.4km. the only difference is TIME.

i believed i ran faster than last week's.. hahaha

shall see again for next week's! :D

control

someone did an idiot thing in the damn early morning and ruined my mood. 

i really really want to bash him up! slash him w thousand knifes and everything bad.

but at the end of the day always, i'll only hurt my own health and not do anything because i know it's never worth it and perhaps i know deep within i've yet to reach that evil courage. but impulsiveness can do the job if i gave in to it. then there'll be more trouble following it afterwards.. how stupid! & dumb!! getting my own shit from my impulsiveness is definitely not an option. especially after i'm cooled down. that's why i shall watch your very own downfall instead, bastard! 

heavy rain

this is similar to my balcony's view right now...
with a heavy heavy rain in the west area... 

but with cooling breeze just perfect for a nap! haha 

i shall take this as a hint from god to recharge my battery before hitting books.
REALLY! :)

stress

the word Stress comes from laziness, slackness, reluctant-ness, etc etc which led to inconsistent work being done and subsequently reducing the available precious time. that is the moment when the word Stress comes into your life. and mine.